This is a rather incomplete list, because I am always finding new things that make me smile and that truly make me happy inside.
I Love to play the piano; it is my relaxation activity and it helps me to express myself through playing music. When I am angry I like to play loud, and fast music; When I am sad I play either upbeat cheerful music or soft reflective music and when I am happy I just simply play to please God and bring Glory to Him. Whenever I am playing the piano I feel like I am completely 100% me, without any pretense. I put myself fully into each of the music pieces, I guess that is why I judge my playing so harshly and also why when I mess up a piece I feel so frustrated. I think that people don't realize that when they are seeing and hearing me play that they are catching a glimpse in to my inner self and my inner feelings. That is why I am so extremely vulnerable when I play in front of people, because I want to play well and because I am putting myself completely infront of them to be criticized and analyzied.
My favorite flowers are yellow roses, wildflowers and zennias.
I have always felt that yellow roses are rays of sunshine in a gloomy world. They always bring a smile to my face and cheer me up!!!
One of the greatest birthday suprises that I have ever recieved is when my friend Chlesea bought me 2 dozen roses and brought them to me as a suprise at Barnes and Nobel bookstore where we went to visit before she left to go back to school after Christmas break. I can't explain enough about how this deeply touched me. She is the first person to ever give me yellow roses. I couldn't believe that they were all for me!!!! I still have all 24 roses, they are nicely preserved and I keep them on my dresser so they can cheer me up whenever I look at them!
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